Before the Altar

Readings: Matthew 18:1-5, 10

At that time the disciples came to Jesus and asked, “Who, then, is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven?”  He called a little child to him, and placed the child among them.  And he said: “Truly I tell you, unless you change and become like little children, you will never enter the kingdom of heaven.  Therefore, whoever takes the lowly position of this child is the greatest in the kingdom of heaven.  And whoever welcomes one such child in my name welcomes me. “See that you do not despise one of these little ones. For I tell you that their angels in heaven always see the face of my Father in heaven.” 

Reflection

Gathered around the altar are children of all ages, from toddler to pre-teen. On this particular Sunday many of the little ones are clutching special “lovies” or stuffed animals. I am sure there were some eye rolls and raised brows from the pews. After participating in our Children’s Liturgy of the Word, these children have chosen to come forward around the altar.  Instead of sitting in the pew coloring or zoning out, they have come front and center for the congregation, gathered in person and on livestream, to witness their every wiggle and fidget. They bring their whole selves to the altar.

How often have I arrived at Mass unable to be fully present? I zone out, I allow the stress of the week to fester, I worry about how other people perceive me and my own fidgeting children. Minnie Mouse, a stuffed bunny rabbit, a unicorn with a rainbow-colored main. Each child clings to their little tangible reminder that they are loved and that they are capable of loving. The stuff of our daily life is made whole and perfect through our participation in the Eucharist. 

What precious pieces of myself am I holding before the Lord today?

Prayer: Memorial of the Holy Guardian Angels

Angel of God, my guardian dear, To whom God’s love commits me here, Ever this day, be at my side, To light and guard, Rule and guide. Amen. Angel of God, my guardian dear, To whom God’s love commits me here, Ever this day, be at my side, To light and guard, Rule and guide. Amen.

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Published by jencoito

Jen Coito is a California native with diverse experience in parish, academic, and national ministry settings. She has a Masters in Pastoral Theology from Loyola Marymount University. She worked for the California Province of Jesuits for seven years promoting Christian Life Community on university campuses and other diverse ethnic settings. Jen has collaborated on the creation of formation materials, discernment tools, and small group processes that are being used around the country in Vietnamese, Korean, Spanish, and English. In 2013, Jen and Jesuit priest Fr. Tri Dinh co-founded Christus Ministries out of a desire to engage local young adults and form young-adult friendly parishes. Jen works for the Sisters of Notre Dame in California as the Associate Director of Mission Advancement. Jen, Jason, and their three children live in Southern California. You can read more of Jen's writings at www.jencoito.com.

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